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Here goes.

I love him. I still love him even though he finds it hard to love me back. It doesn’t matter to me now; at least he knows I love him. We live apart from each other; that’s why I’ll build a bridge for love.  I know he would insist that I live a healthy and happy life; that’s how stupid he is—he just doesn’t get it; the fact that he brings me happiness.

Here’s to you.

I love you. I wish you’d find love for yourself; not the kind of love where you build barriers to keep people away from loving you, but the kind of love wherein you share your heart. I know you can’t allow yourself to fall in love again; but I am not asking you to “fall”, I ask that you love again. Keep me while I insist to stay; I might leave when you least know it. It pains me whenever I get the thought that you think it’s fine if I leave. Then again, having that conversation with you…last night… I felt that you care—I know you care. You hate to lose me, but you also fear that you cannot keep me—at least not now.

Here’s to me.

Good luck. You wanted this. You had lots of chances to escape yet you choose to remain where you are. I hope he’s worth the fight and the struggle. I trust that you know what you are doing. Though I get confused sometimes, I shall wait for the end to come. May it end the way you wished for it to end. If not, you know we could always share a talk. I see that you love him and dreamed that he’ll feel the same. Just please take good care of yourself. I’ve seen you fall for the wrong ones a lot of times already. I hope he’d be different from them all, just as you try to be different from those who have caused him pain.

Here’s to friends.

Continue to be an inspiration of encouragement and comfort. Be there when things go shaky. Do not take sides and be an instrument of understanding, peace, and love. Blow the whistle when a foul is committed. Watch over them.

Here’s to us.

Live. Laugh. Love.